I don't know if burnout is the right word for this funk I feel like I'm in or not. I love MC, but I wish I had more time to do what I want. I feel like so many of my relationships with people have been slipping away. I'm not sure if it's anyone's fault really but it makes me sad. We're all too busy. It seems lately that Alex and Molly are my main friends. Which I'm ok with but I wish all our other friends would hang out with us more. It's my last semester and I want to make the most of it. I'm really excited about this Summer but I'd like to be able to enjoy the here and now too. I miss the late nights of last year. There are a lot of things I don't miss about last year, but we had some really good times last year and I miss it. A lot. Can we all just hang out again? Please? Maybe part of this funk is God helping me prepare for the change that is going to come with graduating. I don't know. I just know I don't like feeling this way and I need my friends.