Wow it's been a while since I've posted. Sorry about that for any who do read my blog.

Tonight was our last Swannanoa meeting of the year and therefore the seniors' last meeting. It hit me that this is really the end when we were singing "I Love You Lord" like we do to close every meeting. When I finally let myself think about the fact that this is the end and how much I really am going to miss everyone, that's when the tears came. I couldn't finish singing at that point and I know my hands were quivering holding hands with the girls on either side of me. I know my posts this year have had a lot of reflections about the end being near. Well it's really here now and while I'm excited about the future, at this moment I'm sad to be leaving...gah I'm pretty much bawling right now.

These four years of my life have definitely had their ups and downs, but overall it's been one of the best experiences for me. I've made memories that will last a lifetime. I'm going to miss so many people here. I know we'll keep in touch but it won't be the same. Being with people pretty much 24/7 creates a bond like none other. I have friends here who are like family to me now in the best and worst of ways. ha You know who you are and I'm going to miss you all more than you know.

I can't believe it's pretty much my last week. I can't even let myself think about the goodbyes. I hate goodbyes.